Sometimes I feel like we need some perspective around what’s actually happening on this planet during our lifetime…
Do you remember the 11-11-2011 portal? It was said by Yogi Bhajan that 11-11-11 was when we officially entered into the Age of Aquarius, from the Piscean Age. (The 21-12-2012 portal was another huge one for shifting into this new age.)
What does that really mean?
Well, the Piscean Age was ruled by the third chakra (solar plexus) and was all about power, hierarchy, and ego. The Aquarian Age is ruled by the heart chakra and is all about us living from love, equality, having deep consideration and care for each other, and making global harmony a number one priority.
We quite literally stepped into a Golden Age where we are now learning to lead by the heart, focus on collective well-being, and join together to create peace, harmony, and divine alignment.
But it’s not just an overnight shift…
Yogi Bhajan said we would officially be settled into the Age of Aquarius (meaning we’ll be fully living in the heart frequency) in 2038.
That means that until around 2038, we are doing the work to shift out every unhealthy pattern from ALL of humanity’s history, so we can collectively be in the vibration where we can allow a literal planetary-wide Utopia to take form here.
We are all being called to heal every wound and alchemize and elevate every shadow aspect that’s been hindering the actualization of Heaven on Earth.
This is a BIG DEAL!
This is why we feel like we fluctuate between living in bliss and seeing pure magic and possibility, to feeling so heavy and fearful at times – as a collective we are doing the most radical alchemy that’s been done for over 2000 years! And all to literally birth HEAVEN on Earth for ALL beings (not just for those who currently benefit from privilege but for ALL of humanity 😍).
The work isn’t always easy…. we’re healing trauma and dysfunctional programs and patterning that have built up for thousands of years.
BUT what we’re stepping into and creating is SO WORTH IT!
Can you imagine a world where all beings are living from the heart center?
Where we all deeply hear, see, and care for each other and thus each feel deeply heard, seen, and cared for?
Can you see a world where we all have the resources we require to simply ENJOY life, share our soul gifts, and be in our fullest creative expression?
Can you see a world where the Earth is thriving, lush, and balanced EVERYWHERE?
Where every system truly supports the well-being of ALL of life?
This is the kind of beautywe’re actively working to co-create right now.
With every wound we bring love to, every soul fragment we integrate, every fear-based program we shift… we are opening up our capacity to hold this vision, take steps to actually create it, and truly birth Heaven on this planet.
This is what’s really going on here.
If you’re feeling depressed or really scared, remember you’re healing deep, deep old stuff that’s needing love, in order to align with the new frequency. Be so gentle with yourself. It’s EONS of pain you’re releasing from your cells and your DNA is undergoing a significant upgrade. Take good care of yourself. ❤️
If you’re feeling pure bliss and joy and so clear on how magical life is… amazing! Your body and being are attuning to the frequency of love and you’re learning how to sustain that vibration more and more. Use this time creating, playing, serving, and seeing how you can contribute to the creation of Utopia!
Eventually the oscillation will balance out. Eventually we’ll all get there. Heaven on Earth IS coming as we keep showing up with integrity, love, and faith.
It’s a MOST special time to be alive. We have each other. We have God. We ARE doing this! ❤️❤️❤️
In this new video, I talk about a really key piece to creating our dreams and desires. If you’re looking for a shift to help you get unstuck and into alignment, definitely check this one out. Even after years of honing in on my power as a creator, what I share in this video is ALWAYSstill so key for me to come back to (over and over again).
Check out the video below and enjoy, it’s a good one!
I haven’t shared this story before but I’m being guided to now. May it bless you and guide you, ever deeper, into the precious, great mystery of your life…
In the days leading up to my first ayahuasca ceremony, years ago, all my beliefs had started to crumble and I was a MESS. Everything I once knew to be true and all I had been grasping onto somehow slipped away and didn’t make sense anymore.I was left feeling confused, empty, and abandoned by God. I was angry and hurting.
I remember arriving to the location where the ceremony would take place. I totally wanted to change my mind and run the other way. I didn’t want to do the ceremony anymore. I was really freaking scared but I chose to stay.
As the night arrived and we all gathered in the small yurt where the ceremony would take place (still feeling nervous, but also beginning to surrender into this choice I had made to receive the medicine of ayahuasca and all that would entail), we waited for the shaman to arrive and I sat in prayer.
I prayed to be released of what kept me from knowing God, from understanding my place in life, and truly living from love.
I prayed to truly love myself.
When the shaman finally arrived and found his seat, we all grew silent, sensing he was about to say something important.
We listened carefully.
Then he said, in his thick Peruvian accent: “Everyone is looking for the answers to life.Christians and Catholics have been looking for the answers to life, but still… they don’t know for sure. Hindus are looking for answers to life, but still… they don’t know. Muslims are looking for the meaning of life, but still… nothing for sure. Everyone is looking for the answers. Then people come to ceremonies like this, and they think maybe Shamans know the answers… And Shamans, we are looking for the answers too… but again… nothing. Nobody really knows for sure…“
There was a long, potent moment of silence and then he said: “Okay, let’s have some medicine now.”
It was the most cosmically comical moment.
We were all waiting on the edge of our seats, holding onto his every word, ready for great revelations, all to be reminded that
We are ALL seekers.
We are ALL in the unknown.
We are ALL longing to know God more.
I remember my tension fading away then and feeling a gentle smile form on my face. I softened as I remembered the tenderness, vulnerability, and innocence of being human…
Of being CREATED.
I remembered my place in this universe then (for that moment, anyway): I was here to explore, to grow, to NOT know.
I was here to LIVE this ever unfolding Great Mystery of Life.
The seeking itself is a gift to be embraced.
The longing to know God is itself a gift to be embraced.
To be in the mystery of not knowing is a gift to be embraced.
I let go fully then. I surrendered. I allowed myself to be led into the magic of the unknown and into the infinity of whatever kind of “epic” this world really is, honouring the mystery and majesty of this miraculous (and sometimes messy) life.
I’ve been wanting to write a post to share all my 2017 lessons and blessings for a while now but every time I went to, I felt blocked because SO much happened. I was EPICALLY blessed and also challenged to the fucking CORE.
After fully integrating the gifts from 2017 over the past week, I’m now ready to share the gold, celebrate God’s blessings publicly, and honour myself for all my growth and creations. Yay 🙂
Here are the tremendous blessings and creations…
🎉 I bought my DREAM home! It’s in a forest full of fairies and ancient native spirits who teach me and support me every day, it’s super spacious, cozy, and BEAUTIFUL. I truly love it so, so much – thank you God!
🎉 I got my dream vehicle! A brand new Toyota RAV4 hybrid to support me in living in the mountains, where there’s lots of snow, AND lessen the impact I’m having on the planet. Plus, the colour: Galactic Aqua Mica (for real – that’s the name of the colour and it’s all sparkly 😍).
🎉 I started volunteering again in ways I really resonate with: fostering rescue dogs and mentoring young girls to educate them on the impact and prevention of bullying and relational aggression. This work is so deeply fulfilling and important.
🎉 I traveled to Bali for 5 weeks with some of my best friends and coach. We had SO much fun. I also moved through a lot of self rejection stuff with my coach and friends, which was uncomfortable, but I’m so glad to have released that energy. Oh, and I received a MASSIVE Shakti activation in Bali too, reclaiming my power as a BEAUTIFUL, POWERFUL, SOVEREIGN, SEXUAL woman of God.
🎉 I hosted two epic retreats for my sisterhood, now called Angels of Alchemy (enrollment is now open for AOA by the way! 😍). At these retreats, I started to work really deeply with the Goddess Isis and began channeling really powerful and ancient sacred ceremonies from her. Since then, she’s made it super clear to me that I am both “an initiate and an initiator of Isis,” a role I take great honour in fulfilling.
🎉 My business thrived (even though I took LOTS of time off to tend to personal stuff). I created an amazing new offering called Divine Prosperity™, which has helped 30 people open to and integrate the sacred consciousness of Divine Prosperity and deepen into God. I created my first passive stream of income through an offering I’m SO happy to provide – Strengthening the Aura Kriya (a Kundalini Yoga Kriya as taught by Yogi Bhajan). I also love that this year I created offerings to support ANYONE, regardless of where they are at financially or how they identify sexually, and that they are ALL super powerful. I also taught Kundalini Yoga as a guest at my mentor’s retreat. (I’m available to hire as a guest Kundalini Yoga teacher and/or sacred ceremony facilitator at your retreat; if you feel the call, reach out!)
🎉 I DIDN’T post on social media aaallll the time and instead took time off to unplug and rest and have my life experience for ME a lot more. 2017 really called me to allow that experience and let go of the idea that I need to be visible ALL the time or I won’t be in service or successful. I now know, even more deeply, that it’s not only safe to take time off, but it’s required in order to live a truly balanced and WHOLE life.
🎉 I activated and claimed my next level of intuitive gifts and magic as an activator and transmitter of sacred Divine frequencies. I also trademarked the name “Intuitive Alchemist” to reflect this uplevel.
🎉 I completed a level two Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training. This included a 90-day 31-minute meditation called “Breaking the Mask,” which my mind was pretty sure damn near killed me some mornings lol. It was tough some days but oh my goodness, I’m so glad I did it now because I’m so much more ME.
🎉 I grieved, celebrated, and blessed the lives, deaths, and passing over of four special people who have been such precious gifts to my life… my dear friends Patrick Colby and Hong Lac and my sweet grandma and grandpa.
But also… like I said, my ass got kicked a little. Or a lot. It may have been my Saturn Return. It may have been Kali. It may have been that it was just time for me to get stronger, but whatever cards were at play, I got rocked.
Here’s my biggest lesson from 2017, which I had to learn over and over again and in parts: I MUST identify my truest deepest desires, create whatever boundaries are required to support them, and I MUST uphold those boundaries.This is not an option, unless I want to get my ass kicked again. And thanks but NO THANK YOU. I’m good.
This required listening to myself to clarify what my true desires are (especially in the realms of relationships, support, and service) and then creating and upholding the boundaries to support those desires (which ultimately, is what allows me to best serve God).
In the process, many boundaries were crossed. It felt a lot like falling down and getting back up again, over and over.
I entered into spaces and frequencies that were unhealthy for me and didn’t serve my wellbeing or purpose – out of fear of disappointing, losing people I loved, being judged, etc. – and it was AWFUL. It felt like being bulldozed.
I kept getting knocked down and bulldozed because I wasn’t holding the boundaries I needed. I waffled. I wavered. Energetically and in the physical.
Now? I’m like, “Okay, this is what my soul needs – to do my best work, to feel safe to show up, to feel nourished, to have shakti flowing through me how I require to do my soul service, to THRIVE in all areas? GREAT. Let’s get those boundaries in place ASAP, then.”
And I’m SO grateful for all of it! I’m STRONG now. I know what I want and need to thrive. I know where to place my energy and how. I have standards that I won’t compromise on and those boundaries build the life experience I not only desire, but truly require in order to do my mission.
And the best part?
Life’s soooo juicy now! Because my energy is going where it needs to. I’m NOURISHED spiritually, physically, emotionally, sexually, etc. I am EXCITED about where and how I’m spending my time and energy. My creations are purely channeled gifts from God and I ENJOY them. I HAVE more energy! I feel aligned. My intuition is bang on and super clear (BECAUSE I’M HONOURING IT!).
2017 was about learning to say yes to me. To MY soul’s call. To HONOURING the desires and TRUTH of myself. Fuck. Yes. Thank you, God!
And now? With all those lessons and gifts integrated? I’m soooo excited for 2018 which, I’m quite certain, will be one of the most pleasurable, fun, creative, inspired, service-ful, and all around yummy years so far.
My soul frequencies for 2018: ~ PURE JOY ~ GENEROSITY ~ HEART-WOMB CREATION
So that pretty much says it all. I’m ready. LET’S GO!
PS ~ Thank you for witnessing and celebrating me. I’m so beyond grateful to have a community that lifts me up and loves me so much. I LOVE YOU TOO!